I felt e sense of authority todae... well, u wun noe how i felt 4 e past 5 mths, its lyk im a stupid puppet... I suddenly thot of Zheng sang-goon frm Da Chang Jin, coz I felt im earn e post of monitor coz well, dey wan me to a pupppet onli... but 2dae, 4 e fist tym in my lyfe, I felt e respect frm all, well, nearly all my mates... Well, I'm now very happy!!! well, China & England both down... still gt a few handfuls to go... Sianz...