I'm bored.
School is so boring.
Friends around me seems fake.
I find no point studying.
People,
I hope that you treated me like friends,
and not like shit.
Because,
I know,
I have done my best treating you as friends.
All of you are my best friends.
I hope I'm yours.
Sometimes when I'm feeling down,
I don't know who can I confine to.
Maybe,
you presumed I'm happy,
that is just my shell.
But I'm near to pieces inside me,
which you'll never get to see.
Now,
that the depressed me had gotten the better of me,
you might see me doing stupid things.
don't be surprised,
because this is what you had done to me.
I maybe selfish by saying its your fault.
But,
perhaps the fault really lies within me.
If I seem to be acting abnormally,
please do wake me up.
At least I know someone out there do care,
about me.
Some say:
True frens are like diamond.
But,
mine are like falling leaves.
Never able to presevre.
Life is meaningless without you all.
However,
you all don't seem to care about me,
only,
when I'm on the verge of dying,
then you all care.
I think I should die.
I think,
this is the best way to shorten the miseries of yours,
and mine.
Somebody,
just kill me and let me -
DIE.