I've thought of it already, and for a long time. I can't just let my imaginations run wild just because she tracked me down. Maybe I've been long forgiven, like wad she said 6 years ago. But why am I still clinging on to that damn incident?! 6 years down the road, I tried means and ways to ditch that nightmare off my mind. But to no avail. Every now and then, I would still start to reminisce about it. Now, I tell myself: BenZ, in about 5 months time you're going to be officially an adult. Can you just stop blaming yourself about that?

Damn you! why are you still in my mind?!?! Why must you be part of my memories?!?! Why must you torture me like this?!?! I really hate you, and you!!!

I'm going to stop my past from hindering me. I'll take it as if its just a dream, that lasted for 6 years. If I ever see you again, I'll make sure that I feign ignorance. Yes, all of these, are just a bad dream.

GET OUT OF MY WORLD!!!