YEAH! My honey is back! She looks gorgeous! Haha! She looks brand new again! Wahaha!

Sigh, tomorrow is the day. I still don't know should I go join? Or should I go support Lionel only? Hmm, I'm uber confused. Moreover, I haven't even got my 3R photo done. If I'm really going tomorrow, then how. Wait, correction: I must go tomorrow, but the photo how? Should I just rip it from my computer and print it via a photo kiosk? I think Toa Payoh HDB HUB sure got that kind of things de. This is not impoortant, what is important is that should I even take part?

I'm a person with uber low self-esteem de, despite attending several workshops and confidence building camp, I'm still shy shy de. What if I kena out on that day? I'll sure be super pai seh de! Just take the Music In The Air recording incident, sing infront of audience I already got abit stammer liao. If infront of judges, like that sure mati de lor!

I also cannot say I regretted that I promise Lionel we go audition together. Because, I also got think of going there and try try. Since it may be my last year I'll be wearing school uniform, next time got CSS 3 also got no chance to try already. But now, I guess the shyness in me had gotten more of me. Sigh... If I don't want to join, how do I tell Lionel? Next time see him also no face to see him liao lor. Haix...

JJ, we now in the same boat. Don't know whether to go there and join anot. Lols.